Friday, February 13, 2009

New activity and meditation

I was fired on February 10th, but my sensation is quite positive.
To tell the truth, I had been making arrangements for meetings with recruiting agents who had helped me at the former activities by telling the situation by emails since February 9th.

And then, today (Feb. 12), I met two consultants.
One was a English native consultant, and the other one was a Japanese consultant who were working at a foreign affiliated firm. Both person were strong in the consulting of candidates who were looking for medical, healthcare, or advertising industry. So we could discuss for a long time and share my career and my vision.

I got some job offers from them, but I avoid immediate answer. I brought those offers back to home, and I've been researching about the background by mainly on the Internet and job descriptions by their emails or description sheet now.

Also, I'll meet other tow or three consultants next week.

And the news of today is Meditation.
I had been thinking of taking a meditation therapy by hearing its effects from drinking friends in Shinjuku. And we had decided to take this therapy on today, February 12, before I had received an advanced notice of dismissal from extra company. And our friends and I went to the meditation today.

I had a prejudice on the meditation, but now, after taking the meditation therapy, I'm thinking that this action was good.

The therapist instruct us, and we made our mind free, then tried to make our mind empty. And then some feelings that I couldn't explain covered my body, and I could feel malignants were resolved from my body.

And at the last of the meditation, therapist told us messages.

I was told "New Job".
Although my friends and I have never talked about my dismissal to the therapist, she told me a message of "New Job". I was really surprised. And further more, she told me "You will be success in the new job". And when we left the therapy room, the therapist told me "Everything is alright for you with your new job".

I thought that mind or spirit convey to the other person.

It was true that I was surprised to hear that, but for now, I'm feeling relieved.

It costs a little to take this therapy, but I felt that my mind released perfectly.
So now I'm thinking that I should take this therapy less than once a month.

Anyway, I'll do my best for the "New Job".















Monday, February 9, 2009

An advanced notice of dismissal

I received an advanced notice of dismissal.
It was last Friday.

The reason of dismissal was "they didn't need to employ a sales person."

When I had met with the president, he said "Our company is like a planning and producing company. So our creative members are doing those works like making an estimate and an invoice. But we are planning of opening Osaka Branch and will hire a sales person, and we are forecasting increase of orders. So I decided to hire a sales person taking measures against these situations in Tokyo.". Did I miss words???

It is true that creative members are making an estimate and invoice, but it is also true that I got a new client and a new order within only four months since I had become a member of this company. Further, this order was really a big one. The estimated value was one million yen and and our estimated cost was only one hundred thousand yen. That is to say, the gross margin rate was 90%. Also, I was clearly told that they decided this order because "I went to their office" by my client.

It is generally said that the gross margin rate is low in our industry.
But I strongly claim that it is true that I got a new client, and I got a big order of 90% gross margin rate, and if this order come out good, I will be able to get four more orders from this client.

But, I was fired when I got this client and order.
I'm speechless with this amazement.

I don't know what kind of management decision was decided.
But what was my big work in this company? I got a profit that will cover the fixed cost of new opened Osaka Branch.

I've really been getting angry.
This matter is beyond my sadness and pain.

I think that most of readers are thinking this is amazing.

But this is the real situation of our society, further, this is the real stance of my company.

Anyway, I have to go to the office until February 10th, and after this day, I will go to the public employment security office again.

I don't give up my life!
I'll do my best and surely get a new opportunity!!